Post by thunderwoman on Jan 13, 2010 12:31:11 GMT -5
:oWhat's up? Are we afraid or too intimadated to write in this chat room?
OK. I'll speak for myself...I was, at first, then I thought: "What do I have to lose?" While I am just another human being who finally realized that my life was out of control d/t my lack of ability to control ETOH intake, I am also a person who used alcohol in response to lonliness and grief. From several family deaths over the past 3 years, culminating to the loss of a 15 year relationship with the person I viewed as my lifelong partner (July 09), then the elimination of my job (July 09), my 35 year relationship with alcohol has finally gone sour, and is fully blocking any further healing. I have 4 days sober, and was about out of my mind this morning. I'm feeling a little better now; sitting quietly and writing.
Come on folks!
OK. I'll speak for myself...I was, at first, then I thought: "What do I have to lose?" While I am just another human being who finally realized that my life was out of control d/t my lack of ability to control ETOH intake, I am also a person who used alcohol in response to lonliness and grief. From several family deaths over the past 3 years, culminating to the loss of a 15 year relationship with the person I viewed as my lifelong partner (July 09), then the elimination of my job (July 09), my 35 year relationship with alcohol has finally gone sour, and is fully blocking any further healing. I have 4 days sober, and was about out of my mind this morning. I'm feeling a little better now; sitting quietly and writing.
Come on folks!
Hello, my friends! 
❤️
